This unique creature does not pretend to know it all. He strives to be equally respectful to everyone (until they choose to become disrespectful to him or one another). He acknowledges that the Construct of Time and the Evidence for Deterioration are in the forefront of his mind. He will not deny time, but he will hold it to some questioning. He feels more alive in his dreams, fantasies and nightmares. Still, he exists with a heavy emptiness, realizing that life continues to be shrouded in Chance and Consequence. He routinely restricts and restrains himself from expressing things that others may find offensive. Saying the “wrong” words or making a “wrong” action could destroy his entire Life in the Earth Realm. This contradicts his efforts to be upfront, forthright, and 99.99 percent honest. Earth Life is full of paradoxes, and Homo Sapiens must live with them to survive. We aliens from Exeter abducted Teko to better understand humanoids, but Teko is a totally unique species and clearly an outlier. Suggest further study using electronic probes on testicles and surgical probes through the anus.
What happens in your experience? Do you unleash every character at once in an attempt to regain some type of order within your mind? Maybe you dissipate into whatever this “thing” is.? Or, maybe you use it to connect to that which can not be attained by mere mortals.? I have experienced uncountable portals within myself and I am not afraid to travel through any of them. Each one is like a quest to regain a piece of who I want to become. Go on. Start your travel toward The Origin. It is waiting for you. Pick up the broken pieces. Use them. Create a better foundation. The best part of being “Human” is that you really are able to start from “Now.” It is never too late until you deem it to be. I believe that most Humans know instinctively that this Material world is a false construct. It clearly serves to keep us oppressed and preoccupied. Tip for you: You are allowed to break your programming and put up a better firewall. It seems to me that the Manufacturer of Humanity might have gotten many aspects incorrect. I have yet to find a universal law, or any power, that can stop me from gaining control over oneself, and to exist in a way that feels respectful. Maybe it will all become clear while you are traveling through your Portals. Enjoy the wicked ride, For Better Or Worse.
